Try saying that 5 times fast!
I did it! I hit "publish" for this website and now it's out there in the world. Remarkably it only took me 48 hours to register my domain name, sign up for Wix website maker, pick a template, write some stuff (I hope it makes some sense) and set up the pages. I make that sound simple, but this really has been a work in progress. The energy, determination and courage to do it within the past 48 hours just came through after years and years of thinking about it. Yes, years and years.
Am I manic? I don't think so. I went to the grocery store and didn't spend more than I needed to. I didn't come out with the bbq grill they sold at Safeway. That's a check that things are ok. I did pay $190 for a year to use the Wix for design and publishing, but I think that's reasonable considering what they have to offer. I'm hoping that will motivate me to write often. Here's hoping.
I think I am just tired of not doing something that I know I need to do. I can do a great deal of work in a short amount of time, and I haven't done that lately, so I think this is ok. I can tell already that I will have some reality checks. They are important to recognize if I'm down or up too high.
Some part of my brain is going fast. Part of that is the grande vanilla cream coffee from Starbucks (inside Safeway) that is part of that buzz. I'll find out soon enough. Next, I need to find an image for the site. What will it be?
Yay, I did it!